Thursday, December 27, 2012

What does Gratitude look like?

Jones-ing for some music...

Sangria + Handsome Mathematician = Date Night

I dream of travel.
Afternoon in Lome.
 
Sun setting in Vieux Montreal

Road trip to Shiner, TX

An artist date to Path of Tea

A friendly reminder for myself

Mon petit copain
Je t'aime mon Dior scarf.

Carving out some time for creativity and Mod Podge (best invention ever!)

Being a planner of events

Stations

Reflection




I don't have a lot of female mentors. It's tough sometimes finding women I can look up to... I often just have to remember what my mother taught me or just simply be inspired by cool women like Oprah and Gala Darling. Winfrey and Darling both advocate the use of a gratitude journal. I used to think they were cheesy and lame. I envisioned desperate women in chenille bathrobes sipping chamomile tea with flowery journals.... Yeah.... I had no idea.


I thought wrong.  A while back, I got really sick. I got so sick it affected many aspects of my life.  I just couldn't understand why I was so unhappy and miserable when I thought I was making the right choices. I didn't know how to face the anxious and often traumatizing and depressing thoughts I faced. I had to face many truths and re-learn what happiness, joy, and hope were....

I advocate gratitude now. Taking the time to think about the blessings and the beauty in your life is a nice thing - at least for myself. It's the reason why this blog is here. It's about God's limitless grace in my life and in this world. The other reason why this blog is here is because I also know there are people out there who need to be inspired. Perhaps... there is at least one person out there who will actually read this and I hope this blog resonates with that person.

I live in a world that is always on the go, oftentimes very messy and pretty stressful. If I don't even see the good in my life and I am always distracted by other people and other things and another to-do list, how can I truly be happy? If I continued to pursue another goal, another raise, another accolade... what is the point - if I don't reflect on the joy and beauty happening around me?

So... what am I grateful for this year?

The 12 for 2012 

1) being in a place where I can be creative and work for a place that provides art and culture to our community

 2) travel:  in Dec '11, I had the opportunity to visit Lome, Togo. It's a place that is rich in warmth and hospitality. I also enjoyed a couple of trips out to the Bay Area and to Chi Town along with a handful of weekend getaways to the Hill Country.

3) practicing my French - I've returned to classes and I will have the chance to practice my language skills in Canada and France this year.

4) physical pursuits - I love running and I love yoga. It's as simple as that. I completed my 5th half marathon and my 5th triathlon this year.

5) self care and artist's dates: hot baths, painting my nails, time for vacations, roaming and thinking at the Menil Collection and the DeYoung, going to Mass, time for gelato and afternoons at Kuhl Linscomb and Path of Tea

6) creativity:  I continue to work on my writing and my love for decoupage and mixed media. My art is important and I will continue to find ways to work on it.

7) good people: I had to walk away from people who no longer supported me and my dreams in order for me to pursue authentic relationships that were good, supportive and nourishing.

8) Letting go: One of the hardest lessons that I am grateful for is letting go and leaving space. Taking a break and providing myself some slack in order to be rested, restored and renewed.

9) Volunteer work: I love serving others and I am so happy I'm supporting the Houston Area Women's Center.

10) good books: 168 Hours, Water for Elephants, The Artist's Way, The Bible, The Help, Tranquilista

11) having a sense of humor while I'm facing life's challenges

12) reconnecting with my faith




Wednesday, December 5, 2012

November Lovelies/ December Delights

Learning to go with the flow... and dance in the rain more often.

Experimenting with mixed media with a warm cafe au lait.

Celebrating the last bits of fig season by
throwing them in a bed of arugula, basalmic, and goat chevre.

Savoring a Sunday morning at the Menil and pondering
about Madame de Menil and her fantastic vision for her community

Savoring my recent travels to California
and planning my 2013 travel schedule

Realizing how precious your free time is
when work projects start piling up

St. Arnold's + Sean of the Dead + avec Ai Wei Wei et mon petit copain

Rockets 5K Run + Meeting Clyde Drexler and Robert Horry
+ Getting a complimentary upgrade to the lower bowl =
Pretty much all signs I need to watch the Rockets more closely this season

Sprint training = Apparently the easiest way to run faster
is actually going out and running faster (Go figure! ha!)

Going to the Houston Dairymaids as part of mon petit copain's
birthday week (Happy Birthday, JT)

Fall boots and art deco details at the esperson

Re-learning how to square dance and handing out drinks
Casa de Esperanza's Birthday Bash
For this month's entry, I really tried to whittle this down to ten images, but I just could not. My heart is full and my life is overflowing with so many snapshots of beauty lately. I suppose, it's just a testament to the meaning of "limitless grace."

Slowing down long enough to realize that life is full of things to be grateful for (especially in November with Thanksgiving). What does slowing down mean to you?

For me, it's reading a book with a nice scone and a cup of tea in a cafe, putting my phone down and actually eating my lunch away from my desk, going for a walk (even if it's just for 15 minutes while I listen to my Pandora stations), scheduling time to do volunteer work for a couple of hours, or just taking the time to patiently listen to someone you care about. In order to fully be present in life, we need to slow down.

And sometimes, life doesn't ask us to slow down. So, you may have to carefully research, plan, and curate the projects, opportunities, and adventures you have in your life at the moment. In the end, we can only control our personal choices - all the other things that happen are beyond our control. It's been a pretty humbling lesson for me lately, and I'm sure this lesson is still unfolding.

November Lovelies
1. French: super awkward lately due to lack of time (vacation, holiday and work schedule); listened to French music and Coffee Break French; attended French mass and practiced my conversation skills with church goers. Ugh... if you want to learn a new language, you can not be shy or embarrassed about your skill level. Would like to work on my French poems more.

2. Art: been going well - 42 pages of sketches and mixed media in my journal; Artist date at the Menil; Carved out time to do my art journal exercises; I was very motivated by the trip to SFO and Gala Darling. I will try to incorporate my French into my art. Also hosted a craft party at 13 Celsius.


3. Training: pretty good - PR'd on the Rockets 5K with bonus of meeting members of the Dream Team and going to a game; 4-6 sprint sessions; 2-4 swimming and weight training sessions; more doses of yoga; and a sprinkling of zumba and walks; Ran a very slow and sweaty Turkey Trot 10K- but nevertheless, I showed up. :)


4. Travel: Booked the Shiner, Texas trip for December.


5. Work projects: BKO + MMM - done and done

6. Books: Halfway done with Tony Hseih's book and just started Anna K


7. Spiritual: examining what gratitude really means, thanksgiving with my family; mass at St. Basil's and artist dates (menil, kuhl-linscomb, path of tea, black hole)

8. Volunteer work/ Community: Casa de Esperanza Birthday party and holiday HAWC event raising money for the client store

9. Slowing Down: Indulging in self-care; Napping; Hot baths and even more napping

December Delightful Dreams
1. French: Complete fall classes. Start researching Paris & invest in my 2013 travel savings account.

2.  Art: Continue with the musings of Gala Darling and online art class. Carve in more time for art journal sessions and begin to ponder about 2013 intentions.

3. Training: Half Marathon

4. Travel: Exploring Shiner and the environs. Looking forward to a long weekend.

5. Work projects: Close out 2012 (hooray!)

6. Books: Finish Tony's book and continue Anna K

7. Spiritual: Advent; Christmas; more time with family and loved ones; More artist's dates the menil and perhaps the sculture garden.

8. Volunteer work/ Community: Open to any new opportunities

9. Slowing Down: I am looking forward to some days off; Hanging out with Remy and Nelie and my siblings